What's up 4 posts in a row. I'm surely going to win the mosts posts award for this year.
Well, it was an up and down day today. I had a hard time getting to sleep last night, causing me to wake up late and not go to jury duty. Not a huge problem because I have 4 miss days, so there goes one of them. Spent some time driving, then Mikki called with that urget tone of "we need to talk." So I knew some type of damage control. I get over there, and then there is really no good way to put this . . . we break up. Her life is going one way right now, and when she looked at the situation she didn't see a future for us. I had been coming to a similar conclusion but was going to play things out a bit and see what happened. So there is the bad news for the day. It has been an odd day, similar in some ways to the day after my Mom died. I walk around and realize that this stable relationship that I have had for 2 and a half years is now gone, and am figuring out how that changes things.
So I go home and drive some more, which takes my mind off of things. Later on I get a call from a guy (I think his name was Jeb?). Turns out this guy is from USA Track and Field and he asks if I got the email about setting up an interview. I tell him no, thinking that I might have deleted it by accident. No problem we set up a conference interview for tomorrow (Friday). This means that I am in the finals. It is me and one other guy going for this position. I'm a little offset by the speed between the two interviews (4 days). Mainly that concerns me because it might mean that they want a guy there fast, and I have a few contraints. It is best for me if I don't have to leave Atlanta before January. If I have to leave before November we have issues between Ultimate and Jury Duty. But these are non-issues if I don't get the job, so I'll wait to bring them up. That's fucking great news however. As I took stock of things today I realized that of the three things that were constant in my life two years ago, Mikki, my Mom, and ultimate only the third still remains, and on a thread at times because of injury. I'm losing my friend-base as we all disperse to our own destinys, so getting this job is sooooo fucking important right now. Especially if I don't have a girlfriend, if I have a job I can dive into that and help establish some more flow back in my life. I need this really bad, otherwise I'm back to ground zero with little direction. Sigh, life can be very frustrating sometimes.
So wish me luck, and post something up so I can see that people aside from jeremy are still alive.
Well, it was an up and down day today. I had a hard time getting to sleep last night, causing me to wake up late and not go to jury duty. Not a huge problem because I have 4 miss days, so there goes one of them. Spent some time driving, then Mikki called with that urget tone of "we need to talk." So I knew some type of damage control. I get over there, and then there is really no good way to put this . . . we break up. Her life is going one way right now, and when she looked at the situation she didn't see a future for us. I had been coming to a similar conclusion but was going to play things out a bit and see what happened. So there is the bad news for the day. It has been an odd day, similar in some ways to the day after my Mom died. I walk around and realize that this stable relationship that I have had for 2 and a half years is now gone, and am figuring out how that changes things.
So I go home and drive some more, which takes my mind off of things. Later on I get a call from a guy (I think his name was Jeb?). Turns out this guy is from USA Track and Field and he asks if I got the email about setting up an interview. I tell him no, thinking that I might have deleted it by accident. No problem we set up a conference interview for tomorrow (Friday). This means that I am in the finals. It is me and one other guy going for this position. I'm a little offset by the speed between the two interviews (4 days). Mainly that concerns me because it might mean that they want a guy there fast, and I have a few contraints. It is best for me if I don't have to leave Atlanta before January. If I have to leave before November we have issues between Ultimate and Jury Duty. But these are non-issues if I don't get the job, so I'll wait to bring them up. That's fucking great news however. As I took stock of things today I realized that of the three things that were constant in my life two years ago, Mikki, my Mom, and ultimate only the third still remains, and on a thread at times because of injury. I'm losing my friend-base as we all disperse to our own destinys, so getting this job is sooooo fucking important right now. Especially if I don't have a girlfriend, if I have a job I can dive into that and help establish some more flow back in my life. I need this really bad, otherwise I'm back to ground zero with little direction. Sigh, life can be very frustrating sometimes.
So wish me luck, and post something up so I can see that people aside from jeremy are still alive.
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