Man, I fucking hate being bored . . . and not having a girlfriend anymore. I have this habit of hitting this point in my life often when I get really restless, and want to be out doing things. It usually happens when I have work to do, and when all of my friends are busy, but not always. The thing that really sucks is that no matter what I do it doesn't seem to sate my desire for something.

And so I sit here at that point tonight. I should grade my papers (I have a lot of work to do), but my attention isn't there. I could sit and play some video games, but it feels wholly unsatisfying (which is a strange feeling). It's nights like these that I need to go do something that is exciting. Usually, going out on a date would solve this issue. Back in school I would soak this time up by playing pool, at least until I got bored with that and then went home. I would eventually get so bored that I would just ride around the campus on my bike looking for whatever I could to do. Maybe it is a funciton of my definite wanderlust. Regardless, it sucks, and I've been here often and have yet found a way to get out of here. Very frustrating.

There's a slim chance that I will end up going out with bruckner and his new potential girl. Check this out, he met this girl at the sametime I met the Ashley from Valentine's day. When we talked about it later he said he wasn't really interested in this girl, and they're still going out. I was very interested in Ashley, and it didn't work. Life's strange. I'm going to find something to do now before I get so bored that my brain shuts down.

Oh, and I won my first game of Settlers, I hope you are proud Mark.

M