Well, Martin, I will not answer you because I have plenty of opportunities to do so. Also, I think plenty of people read the blog, just no one takes the time to post. For example, I have been working 12 and 14 hours a day so that I can get this bullshit done. When I go back to the hotel, I sleep. No posting for me, no way.
My job has just become a means to an end, since my new goal is to go live in Japan for about 18 months. At the beginning of this year I decided that the next 30 years or so should mean something more than to just have a job and then retire. So I decided that I want to achieve fluency in Japanese. This goes along with my minor and I've always had a latent interest in that plus living in a foreign country for a certain period of time. But it wasnt until earlier this year when I decided to put that plan into action. I started researching Japanese language schools and I found one I was interested in. I visited the school recently and now I am more focused than ever on reaching that goal. It was pretty cool. But thats another post in itself.
So now I have this job, but right now all it means to me is a paycheck to finance other things. So now I'm worried about a couple things. First, I'm afraid that as it gets closer to the time for me to execute my plan, I wont care about my job enough. Although I think I've already become cynical for other reasons. Also, since this is such a long term goal, I'm afraid of it consuming me to the point where its all I care about. Although I dont think I'm really the type. Maybe I'm not worried at all. I'm not really that type either.
I'm sitting in a telecom room in Boise ID right now, and I'm all by myself. In fact, the entire building is vacant. I feel like starting one of those montages you see in movies like Home Alone or Risky Business where the character is all alone and just starts being themselves. But I'm afraid the police might get involved again. At least I know there wouldnt be any video.
I'm going to San Francisco in a couple weeks, I'm probably going to see Matt while I'm out there. Unless they let all of the convicts out of Alcatraz and the town is in a state of crisis. Then I'll probably just go to the beach.
Oh, and who would be dumb enough to admit they are in Biloxi MS right now?
My job has just become a means to an end, since my new goal is to go live in Japan for about 18 months. At the beginning of this year I decided that the next 30 years or so should mean something more than to just have a job and then retire. So I decided that I want to achieve fluency in Japanese. This goes along with my minor and I've always had a latent interest in that plus living in a foreign country for a certain period of time. But it wasnt until earlier this year when I decided to put that plan into action. I started researching Japanese language schools and I found one I was interested in. I visited the school recently and now I am more focused than ever on reaching that goal. It was pretty cool. But thats another post in itself.
So now I have this job, but right now all it means to me is a paycheck to finance other things. So now I'm worried about a couple things. First, I'm afraid that as it gets closer to the time for me to execute my plan, I wont care about my job enough. Although I think I've already become cynical for other reasons. Also, since this is such a long term goal, I'm afraid of it consuming me to the point where its all I care about. Although I dont think I'm really the type. Maybe I'm not worried at all. I'm not really that type either.
I'm sitting in a telecom room in Boise ID right now, and I'm all by myself. In fact, the entire building is vacant. I feel like starting one of those montages you see in movies like Home Alone or Risky Business where the character is all alone and just starts being themselves. But I'm afraid the police might get involved again. At least I know there wouldnt be any video.
I'm going to San Francisco in a couple weeks, I'm probably going to see Matt while I'm out there. Unless they let all of the convicts out of Alcatraz and the town is in a state of crisis. Then I'll probably just go to the beach.
Oh, and who would be dumb enough to admit they are in Biloxi MS right now?
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